damn, am i irritated! And i dont even know why sadley. All these mixed emotions going on, and i dont even know how to handle them. My thoughts are set on only one person...and everyone else can go screw themselves. Thats how i'm feeling right now...Is that normal? Maybe it is..i mean i'm only 14, i'm sure this is normal. I think i'm in love, but how do i know for sure?...can someone my age be capable of love? I dont know, but i know what i'm feeling and its wonderful yet tormenting at the same time. Though, i feel its all worth it. Anywayz i hope these feelings clear up soon. I dont know how much more of this i can handle.

I guess i just have to wait and see what happenes next.